All this misery and sexual frustration is JUST like being back in highschool

Bloody hell. It's been a bitch of a week ( Read more... )

CD transferred, drinks drunk, rare middle aged woman patron of Goo tried to dance with me but was scared off by my startlingly apparent inability to dance. Later I saw her being rapidly propelled towards the door ( Read more... )

I WAs RIGHT
And yet, somehow, even though I was right; My plan did not work (some time ago).

Thus, my conclusion is: Bad luck.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6FccTXjqQrs&search=girl

Things seem to be different recently. I think a lot of it has to do with the clocks changing, which just changes the light all around the clock, and that makes a big difference. Sometimes I think that we are only our true selves in natural light. It would make some sort of sense ( Read more... )

this the fear, that if we let out what is in our hearts we will find only darkness, that bodies will start to float down the river

this is the fear that if we open our eyes to cry, nothing will come out; that the heart is empty.

Clocks changed early this morning. Suddenly we have leaped forward in mental season. White mist and drizzle obtains. New boots (they are awesome). Trying not to think about some things. My right hand is getting screwed up, from too much mouse use I think. New pens. Drawing.

The layout of my page here just got completely swiched around. Same colours as it used to be, so it can't have wiped my settings, but the layout is totally different. Weird ( Read more... )

I got problems ( Read more... )

I was just listening to some old mp3s from the folder off my old computer (automatic wayback machine, more or less, that) and for some reason it came to mind that it's odd that Fergus is still around town. Back in the dim days of high school, in Art (a great refuge from almost everything shitty) he was one of the people I had a great lust for. The ( Read more... )