Comments | tabachi: If the Silence Takes You, I Hope It Takes Me, Too

tabachi

If the Silence Takes You, I Hope It Takes Me, Too

Aug 04, 2005 12:15

I'm leaving tomorrow for Texas at 06:00.

For everyone I told, not one of you has attempted to contact me to at least say "Goodbye."

And if you actually DO do it, it's only because you saw this and felt bad.

You don't care.

You're not even gonna notice I'm gone.

Good fuckin' riddence.

I hate you all.

EDIT:Jeff called me. To smoke pot ( Read more... )

Comments 3

mer0vingian August 8 2005, 06:39:29 UTC

DRAMA

needed?

tabachi August 10 2005, 05:26:46 UTC

No, but feelings are feelings and they're very difficult to change.

And yeah, I know you're bad about calling people. Stop using that as an excuse.

Can't people figure out that all I want is some attention? Seriously.

It's not that I WANT attention, I NEED it.

You know why?

Because the only attention I get is negative. It's bad. People want my money, or they want me to do something. They yell at me to get their anger out, and they have me do things for them. Some people like attention because that's who they are. Me? I want to feel something other than BEING A FUCKING TOOL.

When no one bothers to make time for me, I feel useless.

And what's the point of living if you're useless?

mer0vingian August 11 2005, 05:31:13 UTC

no,
I know I'm at fault here
you can join the rest of my friends that where blown off for the research paper