You know...

Life is beautiful. I need to remind myself of this more.

This weekend is the perfect end to just two weeks of rebirth.

Feel what it's like to be new.

( Everything Looks Perfect from Far Away )

Happy birthday, Merv.

Now you can buy porn and cigarettes.

Allright.

It's time for a change.

No more fucking emo me.

I hate being overly-sensitive and emotional.

It motherfucking sucks.

I'm also going to see if I can e-mail an Admin and turn this journal "Friends Only."

Yes, until I've turned every entry friends only, it'll still be the way it is.

More later.

I'm back.

And my parents are gone for four days.

Call me up while I'm still feelin' good.

I wanna party.

I'm leaving tomorrow for Texas at 06:00.

For everyone I told, not one of you has attempted to contact me to at least say "Goodbye."

And if you actually DO do it, it's only because you saw this and felt bad.

You don't care.

You're not even gonna notice I'm gone.

Good fuckin' riddence.

I hate you all.

EDIT:Jeff called me. To smoke pot ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty good, so far.

My sister just made a cake with peanut-butter filling.

After eating it, I feel like I have to shit all my organs.

It's just THAT good.

I was gonna rant, (not about me, just about how patriotic people are idiots,) but I'm feeling too good too.

Well, my stomach ain't feeling good, but I am.

Weird, I know.

Why is everyone dying lately?

What's so great about death?

Stop dying.

I could only imagine how Noel must feel...

Noel is the artist that insipred me to draw.

I look up to him.

And now his sister is dead.

Life is funny like that.

Those of us who are souless just keep living...

While the more promising ones die off quick.

Ain't that a B.

Hmph.

I'm allright, I'm allright.

I always am.

Just wish I had someway to get out of this house...

I need to get out of this house.

But there's no one to run to.

I need to escape.

But there's nowhere to run.

So I'll just die here...

I hate my father.

I wish death upon him

Hope he dies, hope he dies.