new life

again

6:30 am ~ coffee
5:30 pm ~ coffee
8:30 pm ~ orange juice
10:00 pm ~ noodles

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water - coffee - stimulants - hunger suppressants - studying - no computer

till the end of the month and then we'll see again

i hate this body and i hate myself and the most suitable punishment is to burn myself to death without concrete fire

die you selfish bitch, no one said you deserved life

My fat stomach is so swollen and disgusting. I've been eating like a pig for the last two or three days. Somewhere along the road I'll have to get myself dragged into a drugstore to buy caffeine pills. I even have money at the moment ( Read more... )

I've been such a slob for the past couple of days. I'd really need some caffeine pills to make me more energetic when it comes to doing my homework and stuff. I just stayed up for almost 40 hours and now I'm feeling rather refreshed after 7 hours of sleep. Mmmh. I went to the library yesterdays and borrowed some amazing comics and one book that I' ( Read more... )

ok so what do you think happens when you binge on saturday? yes, you are absolutely right: you gain 2 fucking pounds overnight! so fuck that.

it's a fast day today.

112.4 LBS BAYBE! That means I have less than 3 pounds till I get under 110, and then only 5 pounds to get under 105! WHOOP!

I've lost 1.6 lbs since yesterday morning! plus my arms are really sore which means that for once I must have made my arm exercises with the weights right. So hooray for that.

And it seems that today's challenge is having fun! Wicked cool. I don't think I'll get to actually go anywhere, but when I've completed all my tasks for today I can promise ( Read more... )

Tomorrows to do's:
- pay the bills
- call the drivers license guy
- clean up your room (and I mean thoroughly)