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"YOU CAN'T FORGET THE PAST"

All I think about is you ( Read more... )

i will never be HAPPY
I let the what if's and the i could of did this's get in the way
there's not a day that goes by where i don't think about it
it's killing me

Yes the bum that is myself got a job ( Read more... )

(TOMORROW)

Come see Max Daley (aka my cousin) w/Kyle Cole, Jeff Jablonski(my<3), & Sir Slender (the skinniest mofo you'll ever see ( Read more... )

Just an update because I am going crazy. I have done pretty much everything in this house to distract me from smoking. This is my last resort. I have not had a cig since wednesday. I do not see me lasting longer then tonite in all honesty. Once Jeff gets here I'm sure of it that I will crack and he will give me one. GOTTA BE STRONG!!! Pffft I'm not ( Read more... )

I don't understand why I am moving backwards in life right now.
I really hate it.
I also really hate religion, love, sex, myself, cleaning house, the list could go on and on.

i can't make you happy
i can't make myself happy
i can't make us happy
i'm sorry
I love you though, if you can even believe that.

Jim almost threw up on me today.