I need an escape. I need something really big to turn me around. I need to be reassured that I will have a future. I dont know where to turn.

Try firing a riffle for the first time while tripping on mushrooms.
Absolutely hilariously envigorating.

Yesterday was another one of those days that are rarely ever possible. It was perfect. Why must we come back to reality?

I want more.

But I'll never say so...

For fear of getting less.

Yesterday I was walking my dog at about 10pm and we were followed aallllll the way home (about a mile and a half) by a really excited itty bitty puppy. When we got to my house I picked him up, put him in my car, and drove him back to his house. It was reaaaaaaaal cute. I think I'll walk by his house every day.

This is it. Nina. Re-entering virtual reality. As a lonley drunk. Thats cute. Right?

P.S. I love that livejournal hasnt changed at all in a whole year.

And I'm 21 in 3 weeks! And Dan is coming! Best birthday ever!

I'm really bad at drinking from a cup.
Somehow the liquid always seems to pour all down my chin.

I think I'll drop Digital Imaging II. Who needs that crap?
Not me that's who.

cant stop being tired. test tomorrow. i want to leave school.

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