I'm Moving on FRIDAY!!!!!!!! Goodbye San Diego, it's been swell, but I'm looking for Abundantly Indulgent. See you there.

i really need to learn to be more true to myself. It wil save me a lot of frustration in the end.

I'm just sitting here thinking about the only man I've ever loved and who loved me just as much. That was an amazing time, that was an amazing love. I want that again.

there are a lot of things I want to write about right now but it wont come to me.

Interview Tomorrow @ 6:00 pm- Go me!

I keep having awful dreams about my birthday party...like, no one is dressed up or no one shows up!! it's crazy! I'm having anxiety about a COSTUME PARTY!! WTF? what's wrong with me?

A while ago, when I was feeling really low, someone posted this as an anonymous comment on my lj, i would really like to know who they are ( Read more... )

So, as of yesterday, I really came to the conclusion that I was really tired of being single. Now, when I say that I'm just tired of the whole routine, meet people see if it's clicking and then deal with a whole bunch of wishy washy bullshit. I mean, it even comes down to the partying aspect of things, I really think that's what i'm sick of most. I ( Read more... )

I just finished watching "Dead Poets Society" Intense. I watched it for a reason, for inspiration and it just WOw. Seriously intense. neil kills himself because he can't stand up to his father. He's so constricted by life and structure that he can't breathe, he can't take it anymore. No one listens to him and he feels like he has to conform ( Read more... )

so, i moved out of my terrible living situation into an absolutely FABULOUS one!! i LOVE Ashley we get along so well and laugh entirely too much together. I got a new job which i love AND i received a fucking scholarship to USD!!! CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE IT?!! I start in the fall. Fucking amazing my life is right now i just can't fucking believe ( Read more... )