GUH, why am I such an idiot... I feel really bad for Mitchell because it seems like he's afraid that I'm going to get upset at him for the tiniest things and thats not really how it is. I don't get upset at him just at life and he happens to be a part of mine. I'm just so very alone right now that I guess I want to be with him all the time and I ( Read more... )

Well, hello, I'm bored and I suppose I have a little bit to write. First of all a lot more people apparently read this than I had originally assumed lol. Anywho, to do with that, i have also been notified of the larger grouping of people that understand my previous reference to the A&P/Mitchell thing... WHAT THE HELL!!!! I am hoping that you ( Read more... )

I suppose you could say that I'm having a good day lol. It was sooo messed up though. Okay, I worked till 8:00pm and there was no answer at home so, i was like "fuck" and I decided to walk to my grandmother's house. I was gonna stop by Pharma Plus really quick just to say hi to Mitch, but turns out my step-mom was standing at the cash when I ( Read more... )

GUH... I'm so very very very very very very very bored!!! It seems that all I've been doing lately is working and staying home! My dad wouldn't let me go out last night because he had to go to my little step-sisters graduation... blah blah blah. And I've talked to Mitchell for a total of like 10 minutes since Tuesday. I'm going insane! But I ( Read more... )

Well everyone, I don't know why, but I am sooo happy right now. I haven't been this happy for awhile. There is not a smidgen of negativity in me and I feel like I'm floating on a cloud as Jodi would likely say. I just can't think of anything that's wrong in my life and it makes me happy :) I mean there is still a bit of tension between my ( Read more... )

Well, I was trying to decide what my hugest fault was today with little help from my friends lol. I'm not trying to be negative I just want to know. Anywho, this is all I could get out of people ( Read more... )

*sigh* Hmmm... Haven't updated this in awhile... Well... My dad's being a jerk as is the recent norm and so I am home alone bored out of my mind... I don't feel like expanding on that situation at the present time... So, new topic ( Read more... )

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Well, I should be at Nikki's B-day party with Mitchell, but instead I am here at my house alone and bored out of my mind. Hmm, let me guess, the first question that pops to mind is why right? I figured that my dad was just pissed off about the whole drinking last friday and than showing up a half hour late on saturday... Wrong... Apparently he ( Read more... )