I don't know what to write... I am in love... really and truly in love... and I have to let him go... For him. When you make your decisions for the betterment of someone else... That's the only true indicator of real love. My heart is breaking, but no less than his will if I keep up this charade. All I wish for is that he still cares for me and ( Read more... )

I guess I am in another talking mood. It's funny, I've become a minor appearance on this thing. I'm surprised I still remembered the password and also surprised that it still exists. Most programs like this would have deleted it by now, but I am glad that they didn't. Wow, im in University... University of Ottawa for Poli Sci to be more exact ( Read more... )

Well... Here I am again. It's funny. I know that no one reads this and yet I'm still here. I don't even know why I want to start with this thing again. It's like I have this huge thought, this glorified idea of having some life to talk about... but then I stare at the screen for what seems like hours... for nothing. Now look at me... useless ( Read more... )

I haven't written in this thing in a dog's age. Except... I'm kind of bored at the moment and in a mood for typing. So... I'm pretty sure no one is going to read this, but I'm going to write it nonetheless. It's been kind of a wierd day I guess you could say. I've been completely void of Aaron for a long, million year, while and yet today I had ( Read more... )

she haunts me ( Read more... )

Well everyone. I'm not coming back, but I guess this is the only way to communicate with certain people. In short this is my eulogy lol just kidding. Anyway here it is ( Read more... )

Spreading my wings to fly ( Read more... )

Lost and Drifting ( Read more... )

Well journal, this is it. I'm getting far too comfotable writing anything on here and I'm not sure that I like it. I mean yesterdays whole "bout of sadness" as I called it was a joke. I shouldn't be writing things like that on the internet. Therefore, I'm just a weak idiot who needs to complain to everyone about nothing... I have a problem with ( Read more... )

Welp, that was a short-lived "relationship" lol. Mitch doesn't feel the same way he used to and I knew it. People tried to convince me I was wrong, but I knew it. It's kinda funny though for a couple reasons. One because I basically forced myself to like him when there was nothing there and then i got attached. But the second thing is that I ( Read more... )