I got my schedule today at work. I now work wednesday-saturday 6:00-close. HOLY. 4 days in a row X_x. This also means I now officially have no life on weekends anymore. I'll be working weekend nights :\ sucks.

My life is going to be strictly school/work/sleep/a little bit of ( Read more... )

This break is off to a good start.

First day of work went well today. I think I'm going to like this job. It's a lot more lax than I thought it'd be. Some quotes from this funny ass guy who will be training me:
"I like the word fuck. It's a great mother fucking word. Don't think I'm angry if I cuss you out."
"I am an angry racist white man trapped ( Read more... )

The new:
-I got a job at Perry's Steakhouse and I'm looking forward to it. It ( Read more... )

I cuddle with my new computer everynight when I'm laying in bed. :]

I really want to quit my job. I'm exhausted :\

Work time. Have a nice day.

At this point I think it's safe to say that it isn't safe to say that anything is at this point is certain. I try to mentally organize organize the good from the bad, the pros from the cons, the progress from the regression, and it all amounts to uncertainty. It's all jumbled up in my head and I can't decide whether it's easier not knowing where I ( Read more... )

Today was teh suxx0rz. I saw coach in the morning and he made me feel bad for sorta-ish quitting XC.. so my attempt failed. I'm back in I guess. I ran at practice and I'm waking up uber early tomorrow morning for a hard work out. It's official. I'm back? X_x

In the commons this morning I was trying to inconspicuously talk on the phone with my mom ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a little while, but here I am, trying to convey my thoughts and feelings to you, the reader:

Districts are coming up on friday. It's a big deal cuz this is what we train for all season. This single race. Top 3 go to regionals, and we're basically guarenteed a spot because we only really have to worry about one other school in ( Read more... )

I woke up and could barely get out of bed. My legs are really sore. I've pushed too hard this week ( Read more... )

It's been a while since: 1)I've raced anybody and 2)Weird things have gone on in my house. The first one is random, but i'd like to discuss the second. :)

-A few days ago I was downstairs and my mom and I were talking. She tells me to go upstairs to my sister's room and see what she's doing. I walk up there, hear the t.v. on and kinda glance in as ( Read more... )

Lovely 5 week weekend thanks to hurricane Rita that never came :) So practice this afternoon raped me like 2 black guys and 1 asian girl in a dark alley because of the heat index of 110. Seriously, it's not safe to be out there when it's that hot and we're out there running X_x.

There's supposed to be a cold front tomorrow. I'm really really ( Read more... )