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How can you ask for forgiveness, So now you think that your crimes are victimless?
This week has been the most emotionally exhausting week. I don't even know how to sort all my feelings. I'm angry, im sad, im depressed, im nervous, im disappointed, im offended, im hurt, im drained ( Read more... ) -
Quit crying your eyes out baby, COME ON.
I don't usually update this thing, but I'm just really having a moment.
I got another epidoral steroid injection Tuesday afternoon, so I've pretty much been in pain all week, I wasnt even going to do it, but it will tide me over til I can consult a surgeon. I just cannot take the pain anymore. Anyway, I went to a wedding today, which was fabulous, ( Read more... ) -
...But you got me to fall for you & I know that its stupid.
There is one person that I can count on to make me feel better, like nothing else in this world matters, unfortunately its the same person I need to get over, and get past. I'm not 100% sure how to go about that, and it sucks. Life is totally tricky sometimes. And I need not drink as often as I do (mind you it isn't THAT often) it just leads to bad -
I've become comfortably numb.
I'm feeling really overwhelmed right now with emotions that i don't know what to do with. Not just of my dad, but of certain people i miss. Its kind of weird, ever since my dad died (that is so hard to say) I have been really missing everyone I havent seen in a really long time. Like I have this overwhelming feeling or fear that i wont see certain ( Read more... ) -
Long time, no talk.
It has been an extremly long time since i have posted in here. Everything has been so...everywhere lately. This month especially. I went to Parris Island, SC to see Jimmy graduate boot camp, then he was here for 10 amazing days. I have been crazy with school and trying to figure out my major, think i have finally landed on Social Work. I got ( Read more... ) -
Lily Dreams On...good song.
Anyway, it seemed time for an update. My life has been...well, crazy stressful as usual. Daddy is declining, mom's issues with her diabetes and her foot are not going good, i might have arthritis and just had my 5th injection in my back. lol, but we are all still laughing. Thank god.Its hard to keep positive about all this tho, but somehow i do it ( Read more... ) -
Dancing With Myself
The past few days have been kinda everywhere for me. I have not felt myself inside. Everything is just running through my mind about my dad, about myself, my mom, my friends....my life. Im so unsure about mostly everything. I can't help be feel disapointed with some people, hurt by others, & completly jelous of the rest. I know i cant give myself ( Read more... ) -
I am moody, messy i get restless and thats sensless
Today was fun. I heart my friends.
That is all. Goodnight.
