So, there is lightning outside. I love it. The dry air, hot and muggy weather. Also I am watching Pirates of the Caribbean as well. Everything is so amazing, I don't there will ever be the same kind of emotions that happen during this situation. I drove to San Diego today in a hopeless mission to arrive at the Comic Con, only problem was-well the ( Read more... )

So this is the new year ( Read more... )

So lame. There needs to be a time were I don't feel so fucking existential in the morning. I have decided that its time to start being just a little less self-conscience and calculating. I honest-to-jesus think that because I feel that I need to try and keep everyone happy, or for the record, that I think that they aren't mad at me essentially. It ( Read more... )

Now, I know that I could get two tiny violins for my woes but its just time to start complaining ( Read more... )

Down once more
to the dungeon
of my black despair!
Down we plunge
to the prison
of my mind!
Down that path
into darkness
deep as hell!
Why, you ask
was I bound and chained
in this cold and dismal place?
Not for any
mortal sin, but the
wickedness of
my abhorrent face.

Oh, start send me grieves and before breathing ( Read more... )

Renfaire + opening at 4:30 in the morning + drinking a bottle of wine - doing anything on time = most insane surreal day in a long time. God, I love being a pirate.

I am not in love with anyone. Sorry. Still enjoying the single life (sarcastic cheer). I will have to level with Kristy in opening is killing me slowly, but hopefully I am going to get paid more with a position advancement. Also I'd like to note that yes I have acquired a new friend who is slightly bizarre but in retrospect it is better to have ( Read more... )

Terribly existential mood. It has begun to start at one of those points where a few things happen that seem to last forever? Which inevitably just makes everything else seem more drawn out and painful. Although it is not like this hasn't happened before and such, and now I know from prior experience it all blows over in the sea, but honestly I am ( Read more... )

I saw a car roll across the intersection of Carson and Hawthorne. Holy shit.