You know, this quarter was going fantastically and then this weekend hit and now I just need for it to be over. But we are only officially halfway through and it won't be over for a good 5 more weeks, and then I still have all of this summer ( Read more... )

It's not that I hate being here or even that I don't enjoy it and I certainly enjoy the people I'm with, but still, right now I just want to go home. Every time I think I'm totally in control, I just lose it. What happened to last year? What's with this hindsight business?
Pull it together, seriously...5 months and you graduate.

I suspect that a year may be long enough. I need to make some kind of a change, that much is clear, but...what?

Just had my first day interning, and let me tell you...10 am--11pm school is not fun or easy and I'm so exhausted I'm not even going to write about it.

I just got a prescription for Xanax...which is misleading. It's actually 4 pills, and it's only for dentistry purposes. Yes, I'm apparently in need of a mood stabilizer for getting cavities filled. I would have been fine with Valium, but apparently the dentist thought that was a poor idea ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going to meet someone important very soon. Which sounds nice, I'd really like to meet someone important. It's been a long time. We're heading back to school tomorrow at noon. I remember last year how much I dreaded going back after a weekend home, and I might get that way again, but currently I'm just impatient because I ( Read more... )

I feel like maybe everything in my life is going to line up. At least, at this current moment I do, because I read a number of inspiring updates from some friends. But honestly, how could it not? I'm in better shape than I've been in five years or so, I actually am enjoying and craving more physical activity and I feel more independent up on the ( Read more... )

So I'm almost halfway through my summer and am not sure what I've really accomplished, but I'm pleased with it so far. In three weeks I'm heading to San Francisco for a week to help Noah move in. That's not the entire purpose of my visit ( Read more... )

Heading out to hike Ptarmigan Ridge tomorrow, which might be kind of intense since I haven't done a real hike in a few years. I definitely wouldn't have been able to do this 25 pounds ago, but now I'm feeling a bit more confident. Also, I can now wear shorts, which is what it's all about. I'm totally outdoorsing it up with my AA lederhosen cord ( Read more... )

Finished my second day at the berry fields today. We start at 5 am so I'm up at 4, which is exhausting and why I'm trying to get to sleep by 10 tonight. The work is fine for the first seven hours or so, but around 12-2 pm you hit this horrible hopeless patch where you're pretty sure you're going to die there, and then the last hour or two are ( Read more... )