my grandfather fell today and is currently at the hospital getting checked on ( Read more... )

i hate being the bitch. i hate being the one to hurt people, and i hate the fact that i actually allow myself to get into the shit i get into, it makes me feel really fucking horrible ( Read more... )

ahhhh it's so sick:

using oil paints in school, cold weather, and washing dishes by hand gives me....

incredibly dry, cracked up hands. it BURNED when i was washing dishes earlier. that's NOT supposed to happen.

so i've stocked up on lotion and shit, in hopes that maybe my ultra dry skin will just diminish to skin soon.

night kitties.

ahhhh i just had THE best date ever. ^^ this was nice. i really do think i'm really really happy now :]]]]]

i think i have a boyfriend O.o... probably only temporary. oh well..

alexx, i'm about to call you in a minute, ahhhh i'm such a flake. >.

i've come to the conclusion that having these conversations in my head isn't going to help me get over it. so i figure what i'll do have what i would say to buddha written out. this way it gets out of my head.

IF i ever saw buddha, he would be all awkward, but i would force him to stay and listen to everything i had to say. this is what i would ( Read more... )

bell south is a pain in the ass. but now i have the internet ^^ very exciting ( Read more... )

so due to the fact that my internet is gone until tommorrow i am updating this thanks to my handy dandy psp ( Read more... )

so i'm really nervous b/c we're going to be moving really soon ( Read more... )

because when i go back to school and i have people ask me "how was your break?"

i can say... "well you see, i was at this party and some guy i know set his face on fire. it was pretty awesome."

can you say that?

my new year's resolution:

to reach fulfillment in all areas in my life, and to actually be able to breathe again.

in ..................... and out.