FUCK.

i remember now why i don't have anything to do with a lot of the people at school. i remember why i just don't give a rats ass about my family. and i especially remember why i don't have anything to do with my mother or the rest of my family for that matter ( Read more... )

i'm extremely good at making people feel their worst, or making things awkward. i really am ( Read more... )

i hate the way my mother says she'll do something for me, or help me do something, and then she finds something better to do and completely way-lays the fact that she told me she would do it ( Read more... )

it honestly is nights like these where i just feel wonderful. the day was horrible, but the night was WONDERFUL. spring is close at hand, and you can tell by the weather. i need to get my spade and shit out so i can start my garden, which i'm so excited about. i think i could possibly have some summer jobs lining up. things could possibly be ( Read more... )

even though i'm pretty sick, i would officially like to say that i have an awesome boyfriend.

he brought me a can of soup today.

that was awesome. he's been very very cool for the past month and i'm very excited to be dating him.

ok and now that i've said that on here, after my mother just fucking shrugged me off... i'm good.

Today's Aquarius New Moon turns the lights on, as insightful flashes bring you a new awareness about a current relationship. If you feel constrained, this is about increasing your personal freedom. If you are already independent, you might seek security from a partnership. Either way, stand between your dreams and reality so you can draw the two ( Read more... )

so a year ago alexx and i were in my room getting ready for bed ( Read more... )

dxm: robotripping. it's pretty crazy sounding, but apparently dangerous ( Read more... )

fat people and whores annoy the shit out of me. and when the two are combined, it annoys me even more.

just thought that i would announce that.

so buddha sent me a text message this morning at two. that was wonderful.