Just WTF

May 15, 2010 07:24

I'm just so irritable now days. It's something that comes with being completely used I supposed, used how ( Read more... )

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psych0_bettie May 15 2010, 18:32:04 UTC
Oh wow, sounds like a bit of a situation you are in. I feel for you. It's funny how family has a way of getting away with things others never could. You sound like you have your proverbial 'shit' together, so just stay strong, and when you get graduated, get out and carve a place for yourself in the world. Use the strength and tolerance you are gaining here to your advantage, and don't look back.

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tainted_paradox May 15 2010, 19:03:58 UTC
That's the plan, I'm planning to move in two months, and attend college in a different place, and I have been accepted and all, so I hope I can just forget a lot of what is going on here.

http://i247.photobucket.com/albums/gg150/crownsxlace/me/414e9d95.jpg

http://i247.photobucket.com/albums/gg150/crownsxlace/me/Picture269.jpg

thats me btw

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psych0_bettie May 15 2010, 19:13:09 UTC
Nice photos! I think you are the only one besides me that I have ever met that can pull off blonde as well as black! You are correct, we could be sisters! I have a sister just about your age who actually DOES look a bunch like you. :D Well take a good look at me sweetie, this is you in 12 years. Hehe.

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tainted_paradox May 15 2010, 20:04:52 UTC
:D I would happily look like you in 12 years. I plan to do pin up modeling this summer for a carshow. I adore the attention lol
But, the worst part is even though everyone finds me attractive I couldn't get a boyfriend/girlfriend for the life of me!

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a_lovesuicide May 16 2010, 05:11:12 UTC
I think moving out and moving to a different city will be really good for you. I'll miss you a whole lot, but I think in the end it'll be the best thing for you, because you can't live your life letting people like your grandfather and your father hold you back, and you can't let them control you.

And you know that if you ever need anything, you can always ask me for help. *hugs*

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tainted_paradox May 16 2010, 05:51:29 UTC
Thank you.

My friend Carter told me he liked me because I'm weird, is that bad or good?

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a_lovesuicide May 16 2010, 16:11:29 UTC
It could go either way. It just really boils down to what he means by "weird".

Like...if he likes you because you're unique and you do you're own thing, but other people consider it "weird", then it could be a good thing.

And if he means "weird" as in "freaky weird", then I guess it could be considered bad, unless it doesn't bother you if people think you're freaky.

I hope that made sense.

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tainted_paradox May 16 2010, 17:03:22 UTC
:D it was a good thing, he just had trouble explaining it to me.

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pulitz May 19 2010, 15:19:06 UTC
Whoah. That's a tough situation you live in. And what in his right mind is giving your father the right to complain about you? They're living off on you, for fuck's sake. That's -- I have no words. Also, your grandfather. What the hell.

I do so hope everything's going to get better for you once you moved out. And I hope your family is not going to pull some shady shit once you did.

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tainted_paradox May 22 2010, 15:39:24 UTC
To be honest, I don't believe they would give any effort into even trying to torment me after I move. They may call and ask for money or something but, that should be it.

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