It IS Sunday, isn't it? I don't really know.. . This morning was a wreck, I woke up and had a break-down. Just, I realized some things I really wanted, probably won't happen, and I also don't really want half the things I thought I wanted. I guess I only wanted them because I only knew them half way as much as I should have.
I never did get to update about the concert. I've just been in an odd depressing mood lately, not really trying to be at all. It just happened
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It was as if I was in some obscure nightmare, and I was captured in some sort of mirror fun house, you know the type you see the body illusions in. I'm the one captured. They're the clowns, and I'm happy once again to see through these grey eyes. Never again will I fear that type of pain.
I'm so pissed right now. If you know me close, you know I have a fivestar bad temper and I'm a time bomb when something goes on that I don't like
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I'm ready to go, I can say goodbye now. I wasn't expecting for you to die away this fast. I was making plans to hurt for a very long time. I feel torn, I imagine I've also died a little tonight
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