SO here is my little journal. Most of these songs are really good. Some might be offensive but i franking dont give a shit what you think ( Read more... )

This passage I beleive describes myself and the way I look at the world very well. enjoy ( Read more... )

Last night around three when I finally decided to sleep I went outside my room to brush my teeth. There on the floor by the sink I found my drunk suite-mate Joe. "Joe you alright?" I ask with a swift inquizitive kick to the ribs to check his sobriety. "Oh I'm just a little fucked up! I'm Good.... I'm Good" he retorted in half garbled words he didnt ( Read more... )

One of the most horrific and difficult tasks I have to deal with on a daily basis is waking up. Sure waking up is easy for some people, but they don’t know how incredibly lucky they are. Trying to pull yourself out of bed on a dank gray morning is like trying to wrench all the peace and humanity out of your mortal soul. Well maybe not as extreme as ( Read more... )

Females are the bane of my existence, but I yearn to have them. It is such a confusing topic because at one point I hate all women not because the are women but because I generally hate all people. But some women are very manipulative and devious. They tell lies they need to get you into the place they want. Ive seen people cornered in ( Read more... )

My mother once asked my why I don't like the taste of lima beans and liver. She wasn't quite on her ball that day... she was more like 100 yards away. She was atop that ball and she knew the answer, it was just buried deep within her perplexing pysche. The answer was a simple as pie, because they are the most rank and gastly tasting pair ever ( Read more... )

Is there a god? If there is why does he hate us? You ask why do you think he hates us? Because there is pain and suffering. Why do you think god is responsible? Who else is there? The Devil. Why does he hate us? Because we are god creation. Why does he hate god? Long story. Well why should he hate us? We sin enough daily to fill a 3 and a half ( Read more... )

I suppose you could say I am emotionally repressed. I have an amazing ability to avoid expressing what I truely feel. Most people dont understand why I act this way, hell I dont either. However a new change has occured in the being that is me. Those emotions that I have trouble expressing outwardly are dissappearing inside also. Dont get me wrong I ( Read more... )