REVOLVER TO MY HEAD. Love the itchy trigger finger. To bad the gun is never loaded.

Hello none existent friends that read my live journal. I'm back up at college IN my NEW single. God the new dorms are really nice. full fridge, stove, and expensive furniture. I'm not making very many friends but thats to be expected. On another note I went to a pharmacologist to evaluate my mental health. To his understanding I suffer from Bipolar ( Read more... )

I have returned to reclaim my lost internet life. Too long has it been since I have surf the crest of the glistening sea of knowledge know as the world wide web. Its seems like ages since I have feasted upon the wealth of steaming anime. Welcome back to my world.

Strolling home from a drunken kegger, cig in hand, I was waiting for a mugger to appear from the shadows with the intent to rob. With only 3 dollars in my wallet I was hoping he would stab/shoot me. pitiful I know. I must be really fucked up to wish this kind of encounter. Then I strolled by a gang of kawisaki bikers. Maybe they would do the deed ( Read more... )

I went out to have a cigarette just a moment ago and I happened upon a pair of SNAILS just chilling on a empty McDonalds(TM) bag. It sparked a chain reaction of ponderous thoughts: Why were these snails staying stationary on a greasy bag? Did they want a nice pillow to sleep on? Did the grease somehow affect them? Do these snails get fucked up from ( Read more... )

Sorry to everyone who cares about my post. I havent put anything up because I've been, bussy/lazy. LA was quite enjoyable, suprisingly I had a good time seeing all my friends and such. I played pool with a cool english dude.... EXCITING... not really. Zane you fucking suck cuz yer break differs from ours. 1 fucking day to see one of my best friends ( Read more... )

Today I decided to take a personality test to see if I am who I say I am ( Read more... )

This one is short. http://www.geocities.com/cooksbw/Negativity.html I write more later

Yes I know I'm still very young. However very soon I will pass from a teen to a ty. I as of yet, haven't found love, a life for myself, and happiness of more that 7% of a daily basis. However if the cardiologist is correct, my ripe age of 20 is nearing the 1/3 marker of my life. Now I'm not complaining, dont get me wrong, I've learned to accept my ( Read more... )

As most of you know. I have to put up with all the shit that everyone else does with thier parents. My father being the alpha male has made it his task to always be the one yelling at me or punishing me. Dont get me wrong, I love the guy. However he is sometimes exceedingly cruel and vicious. But for all his power he has over me I get the last ( Read more... )