I've never been much of a believer, but I think I just got a sign ( Read more... )

I am typing on my computer and he is fucking losing his mind. He is shriek-barking, clawing the bed and my arm, biting, and running around. I turn and look at him and he just sits there staring at me. I don't say anything to him, I don't touch him, but he is perfectly content just sitting quietly with me staring at him. So I take the quiet ( Read more... )

Stop asking me why I make the choices I make. Why I allow people to do the things they do to me. Why I am a door mat as much as I am a martyr. Why I never say 'enough'. Why the chances never run out. Why I never fight back. Why I never stop caring. Billy will tell you, its all about a DEEPER devotion...and ~I~ am devoted ( Read more... )

I'm tallying the days of my life - good days, bad days-to see which prevails. I want to believe I have a good life so I am being fairly liberal with my analysis ( Read more... )

So I turned to Char and said, "You know how people say you can burn your house down when you are high?" And Char says, "Yeah I have heard that warning in regards to the dangers of marijuana use." and i retorted, "I think I figured out how sometimes that is true. Allow me to explain. if you want to make some waffles and there is a function on the ( Read more... )

Relatively new to the country and just proud enough of his mastering of English expressions not to notice his shortcomings, he flashes a toothy grin and says, "I'll show you the strings, no ropes attached ( Read more... )

and I may be gone long before then.

I pray that I am.

Emily Campbell! I miss you! I was thinking of you today! Call me. We shall chat. Better yet...surprise me by flying out here and showing up on my door step. I imagine you are suave enough to find a way to find out my

I'm high strung. anal retentive. too demanding. loud. forceful. obnoxious. neurotic. deceitful. arrogant. overly sensitive. obsessive. disinterested. immature. self destructive. nosy. egocentric. masochistic. manipulative. moody ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like every decision you have ever made has lead you to exactly where you are and realized that all of those decisions were wrong? Like you left behind friends who actually gave a shit about you...not only gave a shit about you but completely and utterly cared about you and would do anything in the world for you...and you left them ( Read more... )