Been sick for awhile which sucks first time I went to the docs he told me it was just a virus but it got worse and now Im going again tommorow cause my throat KILLS and yeah heh ... lots of stuff has been happening lately ... lots of people havent been around for awhile ... like my sister havent seen her for a month now I just think shes to busy ( Read more... )

I had a shitty night out with my dad yesturday ... he was threatening me and all and today I was crying during third cause it kept coming back to me so I skipped ... I told my mom all of this and then I told her I dont want her boyfriend here today cause of how Im feeling and at first she didnt give a fuck then she got back from her walk ... and ( Read more... )

Well well ... been along time I think ... hmm ... been depressed skipped lots of classes ... cried ... gotten into mo0ds nobody but one of my best friends,other friend and my boyfriend seemed to notice and care... oh well ... i miss my other friends ... like my brother but it doesnt seem like they really give a damn ... heh ... i have had a sore ( Read more... )

I'm extremely happy! I got to see my boyfriend today +grins+ and we had an awesome day BUT unfortunately I'm sick and we kissed and yeah I think I gave it to him but he can't say I didn't warn him!! I feel like crap and yeah I miss my sister it feels like we're growing apart cause yeah we don't hang out as much anymore.And I can't do much cause I'm ( Read more... )

I saw my best friend today ... I haven't seen her in over a year and it was just so strange.It was fun but it was strange and like you don't know how much you miss someone until you finally see them again.I'm so depressed even after a go0d day.All I want to do is cry cause it hurts so bad and I just want to be with friends but my sister is with her ( Read more... )

Today was just amazing.The whole day with my boyfriend we had so much fun ... we cuddled,watched a movie and kissed and ate supper together lol it was just so tute!! We had like these little valentine's day cupcakes and on his there was this little red plastic button that said be my valentine and he gave it to me and told me to read it and it was ( Read more... )

For the past two weeks I've been so depressed and I still am and well I'm every negative emotion ... life isn't go0d right now and I'm just trying to get by.I'm causing my boyfriend alot of pain cause he's worrying about me every step of the way.I love him but I just can't bare to see him that way but I can't stop the path I'm going down cause I ( Read more... )

Today was a go0d day hung out with some friends and my boyfriend after scho0l they made me laugh which was go0d cause I havent done that in awhile and yeah...My boyfriend got mad at me a few times today cause I can't keep my mouth shut or something honestly half the things I say I don't mean he really has to realize that.But yeah if he reads this ( Read more... )

I dont know Im in another mo0d this one is a frustrated/angry one. Im really hating life right now so heres what I have to say to the whole damn world ...........

FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!

I've actually come to my senses abit...I had a nap and am thinking about taking another one.Still dislike my mother alot and will until I can sit her down and talk to her just me and her.But I know she won't be able to understand she'll think I'm being stupid or whatever.I wish her boyfriend would just leave,they spent the whole weekend together ( Read more... )