I havent talked to my boyfriend since friday night so Im upset abit cause he was meant to call me yesturday but he didnt.I guess I cant blame him after what happened all this week but still I unno.I think Im really starting to lose myself I know that sounds strange to you it does to me to but let me explain.The beginning of this scho0l year I did ( Read more... )

Yeah well I have no idea what my subject means so whatever. I've begun to find that I REALLY dont give a damn what ppl think of me anymore like its so pointless.I only really care about certain ppls opinion cause I have alot of trust in them and I care about them alot *you know you all are* ... I don't know about things with my boyfriend its ( Read more... )

Do oN mE pLeAsE!!! yOu CaN EmAiL It To Me Or PoSt DoEsNt mAtTeR = D ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I belong anywhere and I think that's what I want I really don't know anymore.It seems that I just can't stay happy for very long anymore and I just break down.My mom told me today that everyone goes through this but I didn't tell her EVERYTHING I was feeling and I guess that's a go0d thing.I really don't know how I'm going to get ( Read more... )

Ok well for some reason all of a sudden I have a fascination with vampires and my boyfriend thinks I'm going goth.I'm not I just think I finally have an interest but that interest makes ppl think of me differently I don't want that.Oi I'm so confused.I don't want to have this fascination if everyones gunna think that.Meh I'll decide on what to do ( Read more... )

Why do I always do that! Oi! I always jump to conclusions and overreact I need to relax and realise that he loves me! Well anyways I'm trying to think of a go0d story to write about. I'm thinking about using my own personal experiences and experiences from my friends and combining them into all these characters ... I dont know if you have any ideas ( Read more... )

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Take the blade into your hand ( Read more... )

Twist my words until you find it just right
Watch me coil back in fear I don't remember who you are
I long to escape and yet to remain
For you've captivated me like no other
And yet bound me by chains
You've heard me sing sad and lonely songs
Have you ever felt the need to be free?

Fatal Attraction
Is a common reaction
Dont believe you'll have him on his knees
Begging you for your love
When all he wants is to fulfill his lust
He'll be gone by morning
You'll still have him under your skin
You'll always remember those gorgeous eyes