I had an amazing day with my boyfriend. I love him ... I know you might think well she's so young she doesn't know what it is but when I'm with him everything in the world is alright he makes me feel so wonderful God words cannot explain! He told me today he didn't want to lose me and that he wanted me forever. I told him he couldn't make that ( Read more... )

My subject titles arent as spiffy as they were before lol I dunno if I used the word spiffy correctly but meh it sounds kewl lol spiffy =D hehehe ... im hyper and i bored so i decided to write in my journal hehehe ... im listenin to hyper songs hehehe ... o0oh tonight i get to go to the movies ... and maybe saturday with my b/f and his friend and ( Read more... )

Aiee!!! My cats a fuh-reek he keeps attacking everybody lol hes on a strike! I unno ... but yeah I'm hoping my boyfriend isnt mad at me cause yesturday I wasn't sure if I could come and today I cant cause my dad's being an arsehole! ... Yay he's not mad at me w0ot! I'm feeling happy my hair's kick ass I personally think you can't really tell the ( Read more... )

I was gunna go see my b/f tommorow but I can't cause 1.when i dyed my hair my mom put in the conditioning stuff and now it seems to not want to get outta my hair I spent more then 2 hours trying to get it out but bahh!! its annoying 2.my dad wont let me cause im going to see him tommorow so yeah hes being a stick in the mud ='( so this sux ass i ( Read more... )

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Wow tonight was amazing my boyfriend asked me back out and I was so shocked and just so thrilled.I love him so much = D ...
this time I want to make sure things go ok and we dont fight as much cause I dont want to break up again! Im just REALLLYYY happy lol I'll write again laterrr!!

Incredibly happy right now Im just in such a mo0d that the world is actually to me right now so go0d to be in! woooo

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Just Some Writings Again ...

Can you feel the cold night air against your flesh
Have you ever felt the blade slit into your wrist
Causing drips of blo0d to slowly surface and then slide
Tell me do you feel the pain
When you reach out are you attempting to kill me or take my hand
What's it like to feel alive and loved
Am I your poison or am I your

Sometimes I dont even remember my depression mo0ds ... I unno its odd. I'm trying to go back to the old me. My brother isnt doing to go0d right now so Im trying to help him out.