Well life is messing with me.I really have no idea who I am I know this sounds stupid but basically I have no interests or anything I just know my name.I'm just another human being taking up oxygen in the pathetic excuse of a world.Life is doing something to me and I have yet to understand what.My mind is a complete blank and I'm just left here ( Read more... )

I'm scared ... love to me is impossible. While I was going out with my ex my friend would always ask me are you in love with him? and then I'd reply and she'd tell me I don't know what love is.But I do know ... I've just been hurt so many times I'm scared to give my heart to someone and I don't want to yet.The love I've been shown is that I give a ( Read more... )

Hmm well I think tonight will be interesting ... cause my moms drinking ... and I don't want anything bad to happen but atleast I've got some great friends especially one *you know who you are* whose been helping me thru alot! I hope tonight wont be bad and Im pretty sure it wont be...

Somethings wrong with me I'm scared ... there's something going on inside of me a change. I can't grasp what it is and I'm scared.I need my friends more than ever right now but most of them don't know what's going on with me cause they don't know what's been going on in my life.My life has become a nightmare and I just wanna wake up from it.But I ( Read more... )

My exam was so easy!! I shouldn't have worried I passed with flying colours bo0o-yah baby!!! I just wanted to say thank u to my ex for trying to calm me down yesturday night when I flipped your an awesome friend thank you! ... I have so much going on right now Im so happy God I love life!

Yeah well my mothers a fucking bitch and my father god lets not get started on either of them! My mothers boyfriends an asshole and everything from all of my past is piling on top of everything and it's hard to get through my exams and you know what? I'm trying to be fucking positive!! Yeah imagine that? I'm trying to do EVERYTHING right now IM ( Read more... )

I have my geography exam tommorow I'm really worried cause exams freak me out +sighs+ I'm exhaused I need to take everyone's advice and start eating again.

I had to say go0dbye because you were killing me inside I'm sorry but if I had stayed I couldn't survive. I thought long ago it would always be you and me but I was wrong and you got strong. You got to your feet and left me in the dark.You came back again to say you loved me and wanted me forever.To you now I know forever mean't never and yet again ( Read more... )

Well today I thought I'd wake up depressed but I'm happy and I'm doing better! My new life line - smile cause it happened dont cry cause its over! Atleast we're friends...and you know what I think it's alright and I think I'll be alright! = D ... yeah!!! I'm doing great right now!

Im just so tired all the time and I cant eat my moms always freaking on me to eat but I just cant.I have no energy anymore as my subject says. I'm so depressed and stressed out that when I eat I'll most likely just throw it up.Exams are here I did my first one today.The only reason I felt confident was cause my ex was helping me study so I think I ( Read more... )