it's a brand new year and i'm feeling whole.

tuesday: jeri dropped me off and i had good times in her car with gen and rachelle. went to joann fabrics after school with amy jay! i took forever to pick out fabric because i can't make decisions in my life. but i decided on a really cute brown fabric with a hawaiian flower-type design in beige outline. (i am making a purse) for the interior, it' ( Read more... )

thursday: another bad day at school....but then i came home and i think i layed out for a little bit...i can't really remember. brian picked me up for the Qwas show and that was pretty neat. i haven't heard them play before but i really like thier music. i never knew eric could play guitar? he's good. ryan walsh was awesome. all the guys get so ( Read more... )

why try and conquer my instincts?

...........i live to please. i please others to please myself.

love, courtney

i wish i wish i wish


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everyone's just a bunch of smilin' freaks n' jerks.

and hotdogs consist of lips and assholes.

love, courtney

livejournal is sweet now.

it's different.....like....what im typing in now i can update and still see my friends' posts and comments i've gotten all at the same time! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

in response to rachelle's dream ( Read more... )

i get much satisfaction creating things.

and listening intently to those people around me go on pessimistic rants.

i also love the deep-thinkers.

and the singers and song writers with something to say.

and when/why was sadie hawkin's changed to turnabout?

love, courtney {{thinking creative}}

okay so what happens when you think your feelings surpass his?

or....when your time spent together becomes routine, yet the emotions being felt continue to get stronger?

it's not boredom i fear.

it's thoughts and confusion that i don't want to worry about.