so sarah and i are having a romantic sunday alone in resort.. you know.. so we could just take one day. one day and get away from it all! jacuzzis and pools and hangin out naked in our sleep number beds ( Read more... )

fuck.. i feel like shit.. okay last night jason came over..again.. (okay i have to stop the story to say what the fuck the girl next to me is typing and like thisakldfjlskadjflsd her entire page is like that.. shes either crazy or retarded ( Read more... )

i have a sunburn on my ass.. and only on my ass.. its terrible.. mikey is being a very bad boy.. i need to do laundry.. right now im sitting here with sarahbear.. i needa shower. sarah came over at the fucking crack of dawn singing opera and shit.. then we left to cosmos (some weird cafe).. and right now... i needa see a dog about a man..

i thought that i missed vegas.. but i wouldnt be happy if i went back.everythings changed. myself included.. i guess its always better to think that you know whats wrong.. because then in the back of your mind you think "i can fix it if i really wanted to." .. but when you don't know what it is.. you try to blame everything.. when in actuality ( Read more... )

so hmm... im sitting here with sarah at mcAlisters.. where samantha slaves away.. spilling shit and what not.. poor baby.. and sarah is telling me im weird.. wow.. where to begin ( Read more... )

i feel like fucking shit.I had another miscarriage. my vagina feels like a murderscene. the doctors didnt really help much.. they put an iv in me and a fucking cathador.. right after telling me that women generally have huge urythras and that it wont hurt if im relaxed.. she gets close enough to my vagina and goes " whoa shit.. you have a tiny one ( Read more... )

I love how when people find out i am pregnant they think they are witty by saying.."its not mine!" lol... no shit i'd never fuck you, you ugly bastard ( Read more... )

Okay we're livin la vida loca.... at a place no other than dennys... our flamboyant gay friend fred works there.. we bring him different boys every night to look at.. last night we brought him jeremy and fitz.. we all almost got in trouble for fitz hitting a car.. just our luck a rentacop saw them.. he made us pour out our alcohol ( Read more... )

me and the captain can make it fucking happen.. or so i hope i guess we'll find out tonight..ima dance my chubby but sexy ass off.... you dont even know! stewart called sarah and was asking if possibly i am a bad influence on miss innocent sarah hicks..the three of us straightened that shit out.. i talked to frankies dad.. he wants to fly me out ( Read more... )

okay im still bored.... we lay we lay together just not too close too close (how close is close enough?) i feel like singing!!!!! or screaming or something! i just feel so alive today. it's crazy and it feels great ( Read more... )