I honestly don't know what's up with me tonight im in one of those moods where everything get's to me and the smallest thing set's me off im emotional and full of hate and rage.Moods like this scare me im always afraid i will do something stupid like cut myself or worse heh...Haven't spoke to chris today which could be the reason i don't really ( Read more... )

I dont really have much to say the last few days have been nothing but a waste of time...Every wish u could just fall asleep and not awaken till something good happens? ha i do all tha time like now! *giggles* been bored outta my mind ... i have set home since thursday...Theres just not anything i want to do but think about chris and wait to see if ( Read more... )

The past 2 days have been tha best i so love spending time with chris he always makes me so happy...Anyways tuesday night amber and adam came over we drank had lots and lots of umm fun.. I was attacked bye a killer speaker but im ok now lol...Weds adam and amber stopped bye to eat wif us sadly i didnt feel very well so i didnt eat much....Me and ( Read more... )

K first off im really annoyed mom called last night to tell me dad divorced her wtf??? and she plans to get re-married with in the next 2 months ...how the hell could someone move on so damn quickly??? alright then saturday night a good friend of mine comes over and decides to od on me!! which freaked me out so here i am sick as fuck myself going ( Read more... )

Well today has been such a bore theres never anything to do in this town....Can't wait to get out of here ...Hmm im home alone don't know where everyone else could be today....Like i care really i like spending time alone it's better than having stupid ppl annoy me ..Well last night i had a bit of a break down flipped out a little ..Feeling some ( Read more... )