This was on myspace but has been moved here ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this in forever mainly because so many things have gone wrong in the past couple months chris and i are no more don't ask and i won't tell is my motto on that one.I was really fucked up over it for awhile heh suicidal doing crazy shit outta my mind basically.But finally now i can say im ok i really am i can smile and laugh once ( Read more... )

so i dont really have anything to post here.....things with chris are good thank god .... ummm can't wait till this weekend !! yay!! hang with amber time really excited about this!! my bday is comming up which i know is gonna be sad heh i dont think i even get to see chris not even b4 *pout pout* must talk him in to moving back hehe ...anyways ill ( Read more... )

Well as you can tell bye the title im very happy....Chris got to come in all though it was a mess when he first got to town ha i fell asleep and didnt know he was here so there he was knocking for 20 mins well he went on home and called my cell that woke me hehe i told him to come back up but instead Amber and Adam went and picked chris up and ( Read more... )

CHEVELLE ( Read more... )

Hate,greed,jealousy,nightmares,lies,decit,imposters,tainted dreams,slashed hopes,thoughtless,pain,blood,knifes,depression,murder,suicide,breaking down,dead inside,darkness,the end??
Don't ask just know if anything ever happens to me all shall be missed

Well tonight was interesting i went with my ex/roomie to meet a chic anyways they ended up likin each other and are now dating ...I was really bored!! lol wanted to leave hours b4 we did ..Came home called chris talked to him for a few he was watching movies with his little girl so i let him go...He called me back around 12:30 to tell me good night ( Read more... )

Well chris came up yesterday and spent about all day....We had sum fun *winks* hehe wish more fun was had but i guess that will due till i see him again *smiles* watched him sleep for a little while last night he looked so cute and innocent lol....made me realize how much more i really do love him...i think we will last forever ...other than that ( Read more... )

Another pointless night wasted .... Me and chris sort of had a missunderstanding and he left in the middle of it before anything was resolved so im not sure if things are ok or not ./...he was suppose to get back online and talk to me about it yet he hasnt showed...how typical of him...running off when things get heated up makes me wonder if were ( Read more... )

Well isnt this just shitty??? Been sitting here all damn day bored out of my mind....had a couple friends come bye which was fun i guess ... i went to see my best friends mom and just so happend to walk in as mel was calling yayness i finally got to speak to her *jumps up and down* she may get to come home on a furow till they can put her in the ( Read more... )