i imagined this to be very different.

peace out.

so i have a prom date. thats cool.

its 80 degrees on christmas....

only in california <3

sf tomorrow wooo

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im so sick of pretending that everything is ok.

i hate being second best, or not enough.

he is perfect. hes the only fish in the sea. hes the lochness monster. he cant be caught.

All i want to do is to talk to you. Stop ignoring me. I need you, but not if youre going to be like this..

fuck it.. i guess im over it.

who am i kidding..

JUST TELL ME WHAT I DID. THATS ALL I WANT TO KNOW.

i miss july. july was perfect. everything was right in july.

REPLACED. once again.

i always get replaced for someone new or "better" im so fucking sick of feeling inadequate.

im never going to be good enough:
DAD
friends
school
work

i try so hard to be the best daughter/friend/student(well sometimes)/employee.
im just done.

FUCK THIS.

=)