Yeah ALOT has gone on since i last posted on here. Well lets see i gained 30 pounds BLEH, but that's because i have a beautiful little daughter now. Her name is Fiona Grace, and she'll be 10 weeks this weekend wow! I'm turning 23 very very soon omg i can't believe that yikes! I still have terrible self-esteem, I don't cut anymore although i always ( Read more... )

 so today i burned 800 cals at the gym psha! i wonder how this works, if i only eat 500 calories but i burn 800 does that mean that i really don't have the calories? hmmm. gonna look that up on line. i wish i had someone who could join me on this adventure :(

 Yes it's time for me to really take control of my life. All of my life I've been over weight, unbeautiful and gross. It's time for a change.  Measurements:
waist: 35 inches ---- most girls hips MEH!
Hips: 43 inches--- ahhh
weight 180------ ahhhhhhh!

I need to find support. that is all.