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Too many things to rant and cry about; family, friends, boyfriend, school, work, etc.. and I don't want just anybody reading what I have to say...

tairam is now a friends only journal.

MERRY

CHRISTMAS

LJers!

THANK GOODNESS FOR AUTORECOVERY!

I might as well admit it
That I still miss you
I know what I said but it's--
Kind of hard for me
And it's hurting me
This is bigger than pride
And I wanna give it another try
I'm still torn in two
But love made me make this decision so

I'll forgive you
But you really hurt me
My heart wants to try us again
I know your only human
But you almost ( Read more... )

Okay, i'm gonna do it..

God give me strength,
Stop me from crying these tears that have been trickling down my face for some time now.
Make me the better man,
Let him know just how hurt I really am.

What if I broke our monogamous agreement ( Read more... )

life's so difficult to comprehend sometimes.

one minute, you feel like you're on top of the world..
then the next, you find yourself free-falling -- plummeting, even.

why have i been so sad lately?

i made my own layout! what do you think? i haven't touched Photoshop or ImageReady in so long, but i made the links and everything :) the only thing i don't like is the thick black border around my header which i can't seem to get rid of. ohwell ( Read more... )

Every year for the last 7 years, I have anticipated the Miss Universe Pageant ( Read more... )