I hate my  "I'm-too-obtrusive" complex ( Read more... )

I want you more than anything else.
And you are the very one I cannot get.

I can.
From now on only straight, only forward. Only for better future.

Maybe I should revive this blog?
Really, I don't know. Noone reads me - but it was the point I started writing...
I don't know, this blog is too depressive and too lesbian, but... It's still a part of real me, ne.
If I miss her so much I want to cry and scream and shout then... what shall I do? Ne, really. My friends, my dear friends can support me ( Read more... )

Oh God, I've finally did it!))
Oh God.
I have everything...

friend,
beloved,
university,
family,
work,
health....

Oh God.. Is it possible so fuckin' lucky?

Oh God
tomorrow I'll see her
tomorrow I'll see her!

oh God

so

nervous
nervous
nervous

And somewhere deep inside the brain cortex Nicky Wire's smile is burned out.

Forever.

I just cannot put it into words. It's both agression and compassion. 
And also...
Despair and hopelessness.

I don't even know what to do with it cos it overfulls me while listening...

It's kinda madness or obsession.
I'm used to that state but...

I just don't know what to do with it's depth.


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 Something... mine. Just mine.
And i need to talk about it and I don't want to.
Maybe later.. But now
let it be something... just mine)


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Oh God, they drive me crazy! *_*


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