Dear  2 of my ex's:

It's really weird sometimes how I think you two really went together because one of you happened right after the other. 
One of you took me from the other. Yeah, and it just amazes me how you both are married now with families. For some reason you are my only two ex's that really pop back up in my head. One of you wanted me back ( Read more... )

 I feel so strange right now.
So unreal with life.
Im not sure why all this came to me, but now it has hit home.
I just keep thinking in my head that Im washed up and making mistakes.
If I could take back all the mistakes Ive made, I know I wouldnt, but still I want to just now.

Today happened to be the best day and some how now has fallen to a bad day.
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Wells, today, Ive just been really super about the news I got last night. =) 
It was pretty much the best. Geez, and that makes me a dork. 
A very big nerd, if you may. 
Oh well, Ill go with nerd. 
I like to read and write. 
I like to think alot. 
I like video games.
And computer games.
Yeah, Im a nerd. =)

So, yeah, tonight I got so annoyed with some of ( Read more... )

Yay. It is 2008. Heck yay! =] So my New Years Resolution is of course: lose so damnnnnn weight. =] So, Im starting the Eating Journal. =] Which, Im just going to write down everything that I eat.

So far  - Ive had pineapple. =]

But for now, I have to run.

xoxo.

So, in my opinion, I think I'm getting avoided by him. I don't really understand why, but I have a feeling he knew something was up from the call. Like it just sounded fishy. I kind of wish I would have kept my big mouth shut. I'm not into people acting all weird towards me - it just makes me sad. Oh well, I did nothing wrong, but still he could ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I wasn’t a nice person - I wish I could be mean & terrible. I would be a real nightmare - but I can’t. I can’t do it because I was born a nice/naive person, who tries to see the best possible move in life. Ickkkkkkkkkkkkkkk - I just get so frustrated with people & I can’t take people telling me lies when I think they have my best ( Read more... )

i have a lot on my mind right now - im not really sure why, but i think i might have said somethings that i shouldnt have - that im not even sure if i feel that way - or if i want to feel that way. i do things on impulse & dont really think about if something would counter act what i did at all. sometimes i wish i could just have a new brain ( Read more... )

favorite movie line of all time:

Teeny: Chrissy, truth or dare?
Chrissy: Truth.
Teeny: Have you ever been french kissed?
Chrissy: Are you kidding? I don't want to get pregnant!

i love this movie. now and then ruled my childhood life. plus, thora birch was my hero. lay off, she is one hot red head.

dear ella ( Read more... )

I made a baby list name - everyone should go look at tell me what they think of my name choices. =] thankyou. xoxo.

http://www.babynames.com/namelist/9579778