hi holly!

Well I guess I officially feel like a fringe person. I can't believe I had no clue that Mike was getting his ears sewn up! That's such a huge thing! I feel like it's something you would tell your good friends. Am I even a good friend anymore? I feel like a fringe friend. Someone who just comes around every once in a while with no real connections. ( Read more... )

Apparently this is my dating persona ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while ( Read more... )

I started work at lemongrass again ( Read more... )

Why didn't i trust my instincts?

Why did i open my big stupid mouth?

I knew that was a bad idea but I thought it'd be okay.

Last time I tell my secrets to anyone i have even the slightest doubts about their ability to keep a secret.

Not that there was anything else left to ruin.

It was already done anyway.

Fuck.

I will not give in.

No matter how much i may want to.

This hurts so much.

Do you even care?

"what's going on with you two?"

"he does say good things about you"

"i'm always depressed around him."

"why am I friends with you?"

"i don't want to owe you anything"

A rollercoaster, that's what this feels like. With the exception that I like rollercoasters.

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