-
I can't solve this
There’s been an awful lot of sudden loss and grief among my friends in the last week. I also have friends who have daily struggles with some monumental life curveballs ( Read more... ) -
hey Badger, badger, badger...
I keep having these feelings resurface where I feel like what Paco used to refer to when he called me Witch. Someday, I will find that story he wrote. It was on yellow lined notepaper and I put it someplace where I would find it when I needed it ( Read more... ) -
Unmitigated Rage - Monday Edition
Well hello February. Glad to see you. Sort of. ‘cause…what gives ( Read more... ) -
fear
My conscious and subconscious minds are stockpiling fears at an alarming rate.
- What if none of this works and I never get to move to the place that calls to my soul.
- If we can’t make this work, how do I live with this regret and not be bitter
- What if it does work and we can move
- Do we compromise, refinance our current house at market at the best ( Read more... )
-
Worker bee with dreams of being queen
Things have got to change.
Every year when I write those words I realize it’s one more cycle that I’ve lost. One less cycle to try.
Here’s a few things I need to do. As in must do.
- Yoga for the inflexible. Lots of benefits for arthritis and anxiety. I have some DVDs, I need to try.
- Writing. It’s been over a year since I touched the book. I ( Read more... )
-
Believing
" You have to believe in yourself in an almost crazy way. You have to be bold enough to make something from nothing over and over again. And you have to be delusional enough to think that your ideas are valuable" Rebecca RebouchéI don't tolerate "the great false humbling movement" in the least. I won't apologize for who I am, the way I love, or ( Read more... ) -
does not compute
I don't understand people ( Read more... ) -
Another goodbye...
I had a message last night from a friend asking me to call. I didn't see it until this morning when I found out that he had tried to contact me about a friend passing. I appreciate that gesture deeply ( Read more... ) -
Unexpected ego boost
I just got the coolest compliment. Our young attorney just breezed into the marketing office where Connie was talking to Anne and Anna. He marches through to my desk announcing "you guys want to see something cool? Watch this!"
He sits down on the table behind me and asks "Do you have any projects planned for this summer?"
Puzzled, I answer "here ( Read more... ) -
Actias luna
This beautiful creature greeted me this morning, Lisa reminded me that animals that are rare can have meaning if we pay attention. I will look at this sighting as a gift.
( Read more... )