So I'm not entirely sure why I keep coming back to this after long spans of time without it. It's as if when I find myself in a situation that's candid enough to write about I feel the need to record it so I can look back on it and wallow in an old memory. Not exactly the healthiest thing but it does make me feel better when I see how I've gotten ( Read more... )

So I got the job. I feel excited but scared at the same time mainly because this is a potential salvation to so many situations that I've gotten myself into over the past several months. I'm a little glad it's only part-time, for the moment, because I really do worry that I would get myself back into the groove of making good money and wasting it ( Read more... )

I'll have a real update on Thursday after I found out everything I need to know ( Read more... )

Things are looking more on the up and up as of today. Got a call back from Henry Ford today for an interview on April 9th. I'm excited to say the least. I need this job to regain some normalcy back in my life. Good pay, benefits, and the potential to get a job there after college with my degree ( Read more... )

Who really knows what it is to be ethical? The definition is different depending on the individual. My meaning could be completely different from yours but still I will find mine to be the correct outlook. All I know is that my outlook on the word has been redefined within the past few weeks. I honestly couldn't look you in the face right now ( Read more... )

My original plan for the day was not what I wanted but I felt like I had a good amount of time to analyze everything and talked it out so that I knew exactly what I was going for. If I can't find a better job by May I'm going to move in with my uncle Troy and spend some time trying to find myself and what I want to do with the rest of my life. ( Read more... )

To say the least, I've been in a pretty depressed state of mind lately. Between trying to figure out what to do with school and realizing I put forth zero effort at my job makes me feel pretty useless right now. I really would like to just go somewhere with a booming economy and find a good paying job and get away from it all for a little while ( Read more... )

What am I getting myself into lol? I should know by now to keep my mouth shut but it's just too hard. I'm slowly learning that I'm not as good a person as I thought I was. I play games and not the good kind. Emotions are at stake and even though it's unintentional that's still no excuse. When I finally pull all this together and turn it all ( Read more... )

Well as far as weening people out, that just didn't happen lol. I laugh because everyone I thought was gone ended up in the same room tonight only to lavish me with attention. What can I say? I'm hard to stay mad at. To be honest, there was no real reason to be mad at me in the first place but we all know how the fairer sex can be. At the very ( Read more... )

Well at the very least I'm weening out some people I've been trying to lose for quite sometime. I don't expect to get much more text messages after last night. We're cool for the most part but I can't give you what you want. Sorry? Ya that seems to be the right way to go. So the score board more or less reads two down and one to go. The last ( Read more... )