i live in a conspiracy theory.
cut throat.
shhhhh. its a secret society.
dont tell me you were here with me.
she tells you a lie.
how did we get here?

i live in a conspiracy theory.

dinner with mom
-glass of wine

gray lady with great friends
-liquid cocaine
-leprechaun
-blue beer thing...cant remember
-lemon drop
-3 vegas bombs
-red headed slut (gross)

little willies for more fun 
-sunkist bomb
-3 waters 
-no time to make it to the bathroom

overall i think i did quite well. :)

special shout outs to crystal and adam for taking me home ( Read more... )

so i am tired all the time and so i thought i needed to get more sleep. nope. still tired all the time ( Read more... )

 so i had a dream last night that i was in this group project thing for theatre or dance or something interpretive and jessica (the acting grad) was in it and kept making me angry. she would not play our music so that we could rehearse and it made me very angry. then she drove us to the rehearsal place and there was like a yard sale going on near ( Read more... )

i am sick lately ( Read more... )

we as humans only use what, like 30% of our brain? what could we do if we accessed the other 70%? why do we have those other parts? what can we do with them, what can we understand? i want to know. i want to.

i get by with a little help from my friends. :)

tonight while in the quiet dressing room of the AB, i caught myself thinking about Russ. about the things he did, about his talent, about his sentance. it has been almost 3 years since he was convicted and he still has 6 to go. he was gonna go places, he was gonna do great things. he was so talented. he was one of my mentors. i still miss him and ( Read more... )

so last night i came home from the game, watched a couple movies with some friends and then went to bed ( Read more... )

so my new crush has had his current girlfriend for close to two years. why do i do this to myself? haha but i do have to say that my crush started before i knew he had a girlfriend, actually even before i knew his name...he was just that kid in my class. but he makes me smile, and feel pretty and yet...he is so unavailable. so here i sit at a ( Read more... )