I'm glad you called but i don't think i can do this anymore. i deserve someone that likes me for me, who cant wait to see me, talk to mea and who cant go a day without thinking of me. I know i havent gone a day without thinking of you. but i'm not saying that you aren't a great friend, because you are. you are a wonderful person inside and out and ( Read more... )

something changed and i dont know how but it did ( Read more... )

i hate when people try and relate to what you are going through b/c they dont know. they dont understand. i cant talk about it b/c its not your business. its mine. ha. ha. ha. you want to know dont you? you want to try and help or look like you are helping so that YOU can forget your problems and feel better about yourself because i am somehow ( Read more... )

little miss busy bee has lost her buzz
her hive is empty
and the honey that once lined the walls has run dry.
little miss busy bee forgot how to fly
her wings flap
and yet she falls from the sky away from the clouds.
little miss busy bee longs for her flower
her pollen stamen
and the happiness her full hive and honey brought.

the person that opens their hearts to love will be blessed
and those that open their eyes to the possibilities will always find a way.

time is a mysterious thing
causing growth or capture.
one becomes worrisome or tends to let go of all hindrances
that continue to tug day after day.
this time i must part ways with that which i have been
and look on to a newer, better time
when what i am is who i want to be
and all that is in between.

i think friends are the best thing ever created. you dont have to guard yourself. you are yourself. watching movies and eating pizza. that is the life. no strings. LOVE IT!

"alma mater dear we give our thanks to you ( Read more... )

today in my psychology of aging class we talked about death and things of that nature. and i found out that i am terrified of death. not nessarily mine per say but the concept in general. i attribute it to the fact that noone close to me has ever died. all the great grandparents that have died i was too young to remember. but i have a huge family ( Read more... )

rules of the lab:

1. do not yell
2. do not speak loudly
3. use headphones
4. do not sing
5. do no talk in a loud manner
6. bring me candy, food, etc.
7. speak to me when you enter
8. respect me
9. do not speak loudly
10. do not clap or make extra noise
11. do not excessively complain