so sad ( Read more... )

i hurt pretty bad ( Read more... )

i go in for surgery at 4 today
i'm getting my tonslis out
i will be at my parents for the next 3 days
i will be loneley and on drugs watching tv
be my friend
i hope i dont bleed to death in surgery today

saturday night i ended up in the ER at UMC, after hours of sweating and having chills my head was exploding i had been throwing up for hours and i couldnt even think so my dad came to get me and took me to the emergency room ( Read more... )

...i ended up in a bar on congress drking vodka redbulls and frutty shots last night.....
what a weird thing
specially when youre NOT 21 and i dont even have a fake ID

matt's an uncle....9 lbs 7 ounces, 20 inches fat cute pink and healthy!!! he was born at 1 am this morning and we were there it was pretty amazing.

i officially was awake for 22 hours yesterday and now it's time to work
i hate being hungry all the time.

...suelta el liston de mi pelo
desvanece el vestido sobre mi cuerpo y acercate a mi
veveras del perfume de mi piel
deslizando una rosa sobre mi cuerpo porbocando amor.

i wish i was like my car
with a computer inside me that runs my body so if it feels like theres something wrong with me i can just plug a reader into the computer and it would list all the things that are wrong with me so that i could fix them.
that's really all i need right now.

so i don't know when was the last time i updated this journal... but a lot ahs been going on with me ( Read more... )

thank you for showing me everyday what love really means.

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