I wish I could just cut off my hand or something to make my best friend come back . This world seems so fucking different without now . She'd be happy right now ... <3 kupo

It sucked so bad when I woke up to Lua crying around 7:30 this morning and I didn't feel or see Michelle. I looked around and didn't even know where the fuck I was at . We had our routines . I took care of Lua all through the night and she would wake up with her around 8 when Lua woke up. Just the fact that she was gone and I was in a different ( Read more... )

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I will always love yo Michelle. Rest in Peace my yellow bird . <3 So sorry you went so young. You were the only one for em .

Stayed with Michelle most of the day. She moved to a new room and is doing much better . Can shower and all that normal human being sort of stuff . The nurse even gave her a random roxxy tonight . Makes me jelly but she deserves it .

Michelle is doing much better today . Hopefully she stays well with the medication so she can leave soon .

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My Michelle had to go back to the Hospital again. Been in ICU . Things went so bad that she actually passed away for a tiny while . Luckily she got shocked back to life . She's been through so much shit it's insane. So, many crazy tubes and other wild things conected and injected in her body . But she's been damn strong. If she was an older person ( Read more... )

Oh, other crazy shit has been going on but this is all for now. The baby will do .

Yup. Had a purdy baby girl . Life's been hectic .


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