1) What would you like to say to the first person you kissed this year ( Read more... )

Note to self: Hide all pictures where he looks sexy and you look happy

While I have been going out a lot and partying and trying so hard to move on.. I just can't. Everyone wants me to but I miss him. I miss him so much. Things just aren't the same without him. I can't listen to CCR or Radiohead (ie videotape..omg...) or Zeppelin without feeling a lump form in my throat. I want to go back and erase all these things I ( Read more... )

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I should be feeling better, right?

For those that know me and my patterns on here, you know that I only write for two reasons: bordom and if I've been dumped. I woke up after four hours of sleep this morning and cried. and cried. and cried. Nothing makes me sadder than to know its not a dream. All the should haves and could haves are killing me and I've lost my closest friend. How ( Read more... )

Who are you going to marry ( Read more... )

omg it lives

So that therapy was a bust. Basically she questioned my committment to my mental health. I didn't take my meds over the summer so I wasn't responsible. How can she know that I am serious about my therapy with her if I didn't take my meds over the summer? Thats the question she asked me.

I just had high hopes that I was getting help. Isn't THAT

I already had an ackward moment today, and I've only been up for less than an hour. I was brushing my teeth and a bee flew into the bathroom. Me and my fear of bees rushed away from the area still brushing my teeth. A girl in the shower right next to me went to put somthing in her caddy and saw I was standing next to her shower, almost as if I was ( Read more... )