scrumtrilescent! (best of will ferrell...watch it. love it. live it.)

so last night i went to bed at 6:30pm! which wasnt exactly a good idea b/c i ended up waking up like every hour(after 11 that is). it was terrrrible!
regardless, i had loads of sleep and i was energetic today. i should go to bed at like 9 every night. i'd probably be a lot better ( Read more... )

i hate school. i hate everything ( Read more... )

i hate coming home. nothings wrong at home. im not mad at my mom. im not mad about my house. nothing like that. i just hate coming home. i hate being alone. im always alone. look through my past entries and the most commonly used mood is lonely. thats because im always lonely. always.

i smell bad. i hate myself. seriously, i smell bad. all the time ( Read more... )

i love jet now. im so glad i bought their cd. i didnt think it'd be that great but i adore it ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOO! im getting the burton revival jacket i want! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! frigging yes! my mom sent me a text and she was like 'its sold out' and i was like 'NOOO i need it!' and so she called alllllll these stores...aspen...wyoming...denver...tons of 'em and couldnt find it cept in pink and i want it in green DAMMIT! so aspen called her back and ( Read more... )

yeah...definitely feeling better now. i dont know why i acted like that. i just had a surge of anger. im not mad anymore.

i cant believe how much work im getting done right now. im actually half way through my global studies homework and im typing up my lit log but i decided to take a quick break to update my journal to let everyone know that im ( Read more... )

im a fucking angry fucking child!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!

i feel so pissed off and no ones done anything to me! at all! i hate him i hate the world. i wish i could die.

im gonna put another entry in later but for now im gonna run on the damn tredmil to try to exert anger

well children of livejournal.........im so blah ( Read more... )

wow. ive never felt this complete in all of my life. i've never felt wanted by anyone...guys or girls ( Read more... )

well i figured out why im never gonna be loved and why im always so unhappy, im mean. im mean to everyone. no matter what. im mean to my family, my friends, people i dont know. anyone really. no wonder everyone wants me to dissappear. i mean, i wouldnt want to be my friend. not at all. its not right to treat the people that matter most to you, the ( Read more... )