o geez i forgot this existed anymore! haha

God please let be ok in the end!! This is one of the hardest things im ever gonna have to do and im dreading every bit of it!

Leah im so thankful that ive been able to tell you everything on my mind youve been such a big help and i love you for that!

there is no song that can explain this...

we said goodbye, held you one last time. how we felt inside. the look in your eyes when we said goodbye never leaves my mind. my eyes are closed. my lungs breathe in, then hold. exhale all of the fear of you not being here, i'll pray for you. i want to tell you when i get the chance that i miss you if i haven't yet.

i dont know what made me laugh more seeing Jr run when i chased him or dexter acting cool ( Read more... )

It's killing me, killing you ( Read more... )

can you believe it summer has finally come! I got to start it off with a one year too ( Read more... )

why do i feel so messed up right now i feel sick and in a daze...maybe i should see a doctor...

dang it...=(

so i told myself not to get my hopes up but there was still that tiny ray of hope there and guess what it got smashed...why does school have to be so stupid sometimes and they didnt make it obvious or anything i hate the fact that they know how to embarrass people...i was positive i was qualified, but i guess im not...i hate school right now ( Read more... )

sometimes you have to adjust to my way of doing things too even if you think it's stupid...its just the way i am...and its not stupid ( Read more... )

so last night this 50 year old pretty much told me he wanted to marry me...nice guy though we had a nice chat about marketting and stocks ( Read more... )