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equivoke January 25 2009, 23:35:14 UTC
Girls should make contact sometimes because some guys are just dense, and it doesn't mean you're making a move necessarily.

The way Mike talks about the online classes you have it sounds completely maddening.

I don't know if you're a problem solver, but sometimes you just can't. The fault lies in the situation rather than the parties, usually. Although I do get yelled at sometimes for offering what I think are good solutions to problems.

I thought your crew was tight and made of love and booze.

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takeme2dsnyland January 25 2009, 23:51:06 UTC
I make occasional contact, so like I said, if they are interested, they'll try harder. lol.

Classes are okay.... I only have two online classes this semester which helps immensely. I like having actual class and interaction with real people.

I think it's more that I just want to help everyone however I can, and I just have to accept that I can't, but it's hard when I see my friends in pain.

I think that the "made up booze" might be some of the problem? lol. I don't know. Something's changed and I hate that I can't figure out what it is.

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prix_etoile January 26 2009, 00:19:58 UTC
*hugs* I love you. I know that's...horribly unhelpful, but I do <3

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takeme2dsnyland January 26 2009, 04:44:51 UTC
thanks :)

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prix_etoile January 26 2009, 04:47:35 UTC
and I'm not trying...to put you in between anything. I'm sorry if I did. I just...have all this stuff bottled up inside and you asked just when I was at a breaking point :P And had been drinking.

I don't mean to :(

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takeme2dsnyland January 26 2009, 04:58:00 UTC
I know you're not. It can just happen, no matter what. And there's a lot of other things going on that I'm not sure how much longer I can be the one who keeps it together for everyone else.

If you're referring to the other night.... I wasn't. lol. :)

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sidneythelawyer January 26 2009, 03:43:56 UTC
I wish I had some blazingly brilliant advice to give out, but all I can really say is that I hope everything goes well. I do still hang around here to keep an eye on everyone.

That being said, since you're one of the few of my circle that still post here I can confirm through what I've read that I do believe you have become stronger. The words you've set down here have grown more and more confident, more assertive, and more worried about taking care of yourself and your own happiness than about all the drama that constantly attempts to assault your life.

And now I'm going back under my rock. Pip-pip cheerio.

PS: chim chimeny, chim chimeny, chim chim charoooo....

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takeme2dsnyland January 26 2009, 04:46:04 UTC
Hey hon! Hope you're doing well :)

Thanks for noticing my being stronger. It's nice to hear that from someone who's known me for so long.

Also, love the Mary Poppins singing!

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avalonsreality January 26 2009, 08:06:22 UTC
I will tell you why everything seems to be falling apart this year. It's because I'm not there. I am the glue that holds us all together, man! lol. jk

It sucks when it feels like everything is crumbling around you and people need your help but you don't know what to do (gonna send you an email about this in like 5 minutes after I get dressed!). All I can say is be strong and keep on truckin' along like you are. It's hard, but that's about all you can do.

Right, getting dressed and emailing you! I like to read LJ in my underwear apparently, but an email needs proper attire! <3

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takeme2dsnyland January 26 2009, 13:26:26 UTC
It must be true dearest Avalonie :)

Thanks for just being you <3 I'll continue trucking along, and I'm anxiously awaiting my email this evening! Sometimes one just needs to let it all out.... that's what she said!!!!

Who doesn't read LJ in their underwear?? lol.

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