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May 30, 2005 11:18

I can't even come up with the words to describe how I feel ( Read more... )

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iamkloot May 30 2005, 17:28:52 UTC
We are in desperate need of a talk. I don't think you're a bad person. I think you are better than some of the decisions you are making right now. You have been my best friend for the past 4 years, and really I'm not about to stop here. We've both changed soo much in the past couple months, and I don't know if it's good or bad. But I want to help you, and I need you to help me. I have never needed you as much as I have these past 2 days. I have so much to tell you and countless times I have picked up the phone about to call you...and felt like I was going back on my word, so I didn't call. Now, that does not matter to me. I don't care if I go back on my word. I want you to make good decisions and be healthy. I don't want to leave you alone now, especially when you are so scared for your mom. I'm so scared for your mom. I love her. I love all you guys. I realize we view things at completely different levels, and some things mean more to me than others. and something that could mean the world to you means nothing to me. We need to ( ... )

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takemeanywhere_ May 30 2005, 20:22:53 UTC
Things have changed a lot, and we do view things at entirely different levels. I hope we can work out our differences, but there are a lot so it might take some time. And I do want to be here for you because you do sound like you're going through a rough time. Don't hesitate to call me, im just a few numbers away.
<3<3<3

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__marina May 30 2005, 21:39:59 UTC
hey girl,
if you ever need to vent just
hit me up on msn
sounds like things are tough for u know
what doesnt kill you makes you stronger right?
and one day you'll back on all this and laugh
love marina.

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xdollydeadx May 31 2005, 20:29:20 UTC
Jess...you know I will always be there for you. I know it sounds like bullshit, because how often do people say that, and it really means nothing? But I know when we were drunk we said some things to eachother...on the road...and I meant what I said. Im not sure if you did, but I meant every word. So just remember, even though we havent spent time together in so long, i still love you and consider you a best friend, and I will be there any time you need to talk. Because in reality, you are not alone. I'll be there for you. bff

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takemeanywhere_ June 1 2005, 10:54:40 UTC
Awh Alex, I love you. I meant everything I said too.
bff<333

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h1t_and_mis5 May 31 2005, 21:17:31 UTC
awh jess. i really had no idea things were getting so bad..i mean i know about things with chris but i also know how much you guyz do ove eachother and im really still trying to convince myself that thats all you need.. i honestly wish that i could give advice about guyz like chris..and best friends that we dont think we can trust..but im pretty sure im in the same 'fucked up' boat as you. i do want you to know of course that you can definitely call me anytime..and it makes me happy already when you do. love you jess!

and i'd burn out my tires for you anyday! hahaha

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takemeanywhere_ June 1 2005, 10:56:07 UTC
I wish love was all you needed too. And I know you're on the same stupid boat and we need to get off it cause our stop's next brotha! lmao ew, I'm such an idiot. But yeah, you make sure you call me too when you need someone to spill too.<3 love ya

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h1t_and_mis5 June 1 2005, 19:12:47 UTC
thanx grrl.

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dollsex_ June 1 2005, 02:07:11 UTC
I got yo back Jess. I could write a paragraph telling you all this but I know you know this. We're both very vocal people and I think that makes us a lot a like ( vocal in bed! BA haa) okay so that was my silly attempt at making you giggle. Chestica, I love you even when I'm being mean for no reason. It's just my way.

uniquez baby gurlz represent' ..iight? we best be chillin soon' ( sexy people have sexy friends)

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takemeanywhere_ June 1 2005, 10:56:44 UTC
Hah you're a goof. We'z be chillin'<3

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bitchytink June 1 2005, 12:51:50 UTC
jesska what can i say but. i love you. and really we all know THATS what matters. cheer up. or i'll gun you down*smiles
hugs. <33

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takemeanywhere_ June 1 2005, 17:02:35 UTC
Awh bops I love yah too.

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