i take back everything i said in my last entry ( Read more... )

i am soooooo sick of my fuckin luck. i really am. honestly, i really think it would be SO much easier for me if i was a slut or a prostitute this way i wouldnt have to feel what im feeling right now. i get so attached so quickly and i fall too fast. im tired of it. why does this shit have to happen to me??? i cant take it anymore people, im gonna ( Read more... )

well my fellow live-journal readers, tonight is the night! it is the long awaited day that we celebrate allie's 18th birthday. she is legal tomorrow! hollerrr!! im so excited! i really cannot wait to see her reaction. i feel like im not doing enough though. i wish i could do more for her! but its okay cuz friday and saturday are gonna be good day's ( Read more... )

I scored a 69% on the "How Maria Regina are you anyways?" Quizie! What about you?

ahh..i love my jersey ppl! me and my cousin helena last night, went to see my babies in jersey. it took us like 45 min to get there. me helena erin sara junior and juniors sister Dee smoked a lil and then went to this kids house. it was a parrrrtyyyy. but we just chilled and smoked a lil more. and then around 10 after 1, hehe and i left. i got home ( Read more... )

i really want to MURDER someone right now. im in such a fucking horrible mood. i just want to break down and cry. once again, im getting this rush of depression over me. i was w/ lance yesterday, and he was telling me about this girl in his class and how she has panic attacks randomly out of no where and how she will be all happy and then she will ( Read more... )

i dont wanna grow up....I WANNA BE A TOYS R US KID!!!

HOLLER!

so last night, i dont even know what time i got home. actually, it was like 12:30. i went online for a couple of minutes, and then decided i was tired so i went to sleep. maddd early in the morning the phone was ringing. but all i heard was this annoying noise. the second time, the phone rang, i realized it was the phone and picked it up but it was ( Read more... )

and its only 12:25pm. yesterday was really nice. we opened gifts n stuff. i got cute things (dont feel like naming all) but the most special one was the Sirius Satellite Radio for Joey (my car). i cant wait. i get it hooked up on Wed.!! ughh its gonna be so hot. im overly excited ( Read more... )

I WAS REALLY LISTENING TO "ALL I WANT IS YOU FOR CHRISTMAS"

* I DONT NEED A HUNDRED GIFTS BENEATH THE TREE
DONT YOU THE KNOW BEST THING YOU COULD GIVE TO ME
NOTHING ELSE WILL DO
ALL I WANT IS YOU THIS CHRISTMAS *

UGH..NSYNC ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF.