i am just going to say what i want to say, for the first time without holding back. dont be offended, just listen ( Read more... )

i will never let you make me feel this way again.
You've stepped on me one too many times.
i can't get far enough away from you.
i regret everything i ever told you.

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the worst thing about being lied to is
knowing you weren't worth the truth.

in the words of katie: "what the fuck is this shit...?"
ahhhhhhh.

me.

                                    why does it always have to come down
                                                     to you leaving
                                             before i'll say 'i love you'
                                       why do i always use the words
                                                that cut the deepest
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thoughs going through my mind daily:

i miss kairos. i miss marydale. and i hate the thoughts of everything since then. even though i tried and got nothing back, it was kinda nice.  no i just have all these thoughts and regrets and old memories running through my mind. it makes me so sad. i have been so sad this week, its crazy.  an old friend asked ( Read more... )

its been a bit since ive updated but ive been so busy. i just got finished doing the the latin club play at my school, and well just say i'll never forget it and leave it at that! haha it was amazing and sad all rolled into one. ive been working on all my stuff for kairos and i really think ive done a good job and will do well, but a part of me is ( Read more... )

hey....

so last night may have just been one of my favorite nights so far.  i went to andie's house with ellen and amy and we played dance dance revolution.  ohh my god it was so much fun. first of all i do not have eye feet coordination, and thats a major part in the game. i didnt have my camera, and dang those would've been awesome pictures.  but ( Read more... )

its christmas break! i love this time of year...mostly anyway. so far, its been pretty good. i thought i would be working a lot more and it would get in the way of everything, but it hasn't so far and thats awesome. i love it ( Read more... )

so i thought that since i got my new camera i would be so jazzed about adding new pictures all the time, and i am, but everything else in school has just been dragging me down lately.

i mean for one all the teachers and everyone is always on you now about college and making these decisions and what to do with the rest of your life, its sickening ( Read more... )

some pictures from earlier this summer...

chipotle with the girls and malcolm joined:


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so school's started. ive decided to give it a few days before i say anything about it.. and its pretty cool for the most part.. so thats cool. first football game was friday and that was awesome! yay cavaliers.. we won. ive got a few pictures to put up and thats cool.. but i better go and finish reading beowulf..so cool.


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