I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN RIGHT FROM THE START YOUD GO AND BREAK MY HEART. -- heartbreaker.

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I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU WELL... I THOUGHT YOUD CATCH ME IF I FELL.  BUT WHEN I FELL YOU NEVER CAME, THATS WHEN I KNEW THIS WAS A GAME. -- trouble.

ugh. i just cant do it anymore. one more push and im done.

sooo...

today wasnt bad, but it wasnt great either.  some people just suck. well at least i have monday to look forward to...no school, and shopping with coleen. score.

nothing left for me to say.

kathleen.

[you say all those things, but do you mean them?

your actions say you dont.]

this is why gina and ellen rock hardcore:

Medusa846: i miss my kathleen! i havent seen you all break
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Medusa846: why not what did she do?
Medusa846: well besides being mean
Medusa846: and focusing on whats his name more than the lovely kathleen
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chicachica35: yeah she told me she did and i was like no shit.. but i said like "ohh yeah, well you didnt ( Read more... )

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im soo tired and yeah, i cant sleep. so this'll make me sleepy im sure ( Read more... )

so yeah...im finished with exams!! yay..so excited. i just had chemistry today...and that wasnt that horrible. [at least not like i thought it would be]..yes. so im waiting for erica..she has one more exam and then we are out! yay! two week break sounds niiiice. so yeah...hmm. i dont really have much to say here, so im gonna go check out my grades ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

make it

S T O P ! !

ugh. dont you hate when the people who you thought were the only people to keep you going bail? yeah, me too.

but then, you find new people to help you through, and you wonder...how long until they bail? yeah, me too.

kathleen.

yeah, its been a bit huh? well i deleted this thing for awhile...but now im back. todays my half birthday!! yay!! i forgot til like 430 today and i was like whoa! yeah june birthdays! haha...wow.

i gotta study for latin. bye!

kathleen.

okay people heres a shocker...i was actually reallly happy tonight. then yet again shit happens and i get screwed over. how bad is it that my friends are having the times of their life and i cant be truly happy for them. i really want to, i am, i just...theres so much more thats killing me inside and i cant let anyone in ( Read more... )

so i have been so upset lately. i dont even know or want to go into all of it but im soo sick of being this girl that covers up her feelings because she doesnt want to pour her worries out to everyone. i want that kathleen to go away..but she wont because ill always feel this way. ellen and i had a good chat tonight. she said this metaphor that had ( Read more... )