its not a good night. its not. Although everything seems to be good, depression is overwelming me. I'd wish it would go away, but it won't ( Read more... )

wow, its seems like its been a while.. but only a week i think ( Read more... )

well it seems once again that i'm not good enough for my parents. One day, they seem to act like i'm a good kid, the next day, you'd think i'd killed someone ( Read more... )

I feel sad tonight. I was just sitting here talking to emily and elica. I think i'm way too insecure about myself. I worry way to much. I worry about scaring off the people that are closest to me. They're probaly tired of hearing about it, seeing as how i complain about it all the time ( Read more... )

I haven't written here in a while, so i fuigured i better update on some stuff ( Read more... )

it's happened again... but i'm not suprised for some reason. but oh well. life goes on, right?

It's funny, i think so anyways, how you can be so nice to someone, and yet it seems like, they don't even notice. They could care less, it seems. I know if someone's nice to me, or at least trys to be, I'll be sure to return the favor. But, people are different, so, who knows ( Read more... )

Snow.. yes.. snow....there's alot of it.....ouside.....it's cold ( Read more... )

How uneventful ( Read more... )

Soon, a time will come, when things will be different. I've thought about it for a while, and at first it was like, no big deal... and so on. But now, I'm kinda excited about it. It should be cool, I'll be able to stregthen my friendships, and just have a fun time.