well i landed a job that will help me pay for all my bills when i move out. i was really worried about that. but idk its giving me hope that since that is working out ill be able to pass my license test and move out without too much crap from my parents. because everything is else is working out good. im very thankful and just trying to be ( Read more... )

its happening all around me, i know it has to happen but im not sure im happy about me. but i mean who would be. and im just starting to realize so many things like how katie and crystal both have bfs so obviously they go to them first before they would be me and i understand they are in love and its completely different and its going to happen and ( Read more... )

i just came back from camping. endured my 2nd and prolly last vacation of the summer since it pretty much wraps up in about two weeks. and did it sure have its moments of crazy ups and downs. im really not a kid anymore i have to grow up.  i have all these options whirling around me and i have no idea what to do. so many people telling me this and ( Read more... )

so basically fuck boys. all i need is julie haha ( Read more... )

things are turning out well, more than i had faith. im not getting ahead of myself yet. but kids we only live once but please lets play nice and just have a good day.

im hanging out with someone today that i could potentially date. i mean yeah i like him. but why do i still want to be with you. its been almost 7 months and i still care for you just as strongly as i did when we were together. i just want to be broken free. and every time i tell myself im okay with it and for you to be with someone else i take it ( Read more... )

was exactly what i needed to get out of this bad funk i was in. im kinda in one now but its because i feel bad for jessie having to drive and i couldnt come up with gas money. but ill have it for her on friday. and for david. gosh. those people have been nothing but wonderful to me. i wish i wasnt so low on cash lately. thats the only bad thing ( Read more... )

i wish i understood people better and why they did the things they do, including myself.
uhg this is dumb and i know its for the better. but i still want you as a friend and you have to be a fuckin douche for no reason. and i want tonight to be here so badly so i can see the other one and remember why all of this is dumb to even care about. i told ( Read more... )

these are the nights i wish i had someone to hold me and wake up to in the morning ( Read more... )

so i talked to jess last night and i just totally broke down. but she hugged me and just told me to cry. thats the sweetest thing a friend has ever said to me. and then i was finally able to talk to her about how i was feeling. i was really scared she wouldnt get it but she totally did and she said she even does the exact same thing and that i ( Read more... )